I'm alive...

And back from my brain crazy roller coaster!

Thank you all so much for your thoughtful and considerate messages...its so sweet and will not be forgotten!

My Dad is doing so much better. They are trying really hard to get rid of the infection...he has 7 weeks of IV antiobiotics and then they will have to do more tests! If they cant get rid of the infection, then he will have to have the knee replacement all over again. Something we are trying to not even think about!

I haven't even stepped on the scale...been a little tight the past week and the only thing I can think of is that its that time of the month again! My eating has been horrible. So out of routine and eating crap. Hoping things will settle down and I can get back into!

We did go to a Halloween Party and I was in no mood...negative nelly! Within an hour, I was dancing and dancing...all night that I woke up with my hips hurting this morning! Who needs the gym when you can dance all night long! Just what I needed as a stress reliever!!!

Now I want to look into hip hop dancing lessons...Ive always loved to dance! This could be crazy but this is the new ME!

Oh yeah, people are not recognizing me at 50lbs down...feels a little strange but I WILL TAKE IT!

Hope you are all having a SPOOKTAKULAR DAY!

Mental Health Day...

I need one!

My Dad got admitted to the hospital last night...he has an infection in his knee which he had replaced last year! My poor Dad and his surgeries. Thankfully he is a strong man and hoping his heart is as well. Everytime I call my Mom, she starts to cry and then it makes me sad...I can see the pain and stress in her face and she is so easy to read. I keep trying to remind her that Dad can see it as well. She needs to STOP!

I need a mental health day...the hospital is an hour drive from my house! Along with hockey, dance, school meetings etc. I had to file ME all the way to the back and this can make me crazy!

The worse part...My son told me this morning that he has no clean underwear! OH MY GAWD I just about lost it! Serenity NOW!

Here's hoping everyone is having a better day...

Travelling sisterhood...

Pants!
Let me know if you are interested and I will send!

Size 20 Gap Pant!

Size 20 Gap Dress Pant!

Size 20 Gap Boyfriend Jeans!

Size 38 CJ by Cookie Boyfriend Jeans!

Where did the weekend go....

Whoever invented a 2 day weekend should have a talking tooooo - PRONTO!

Two days is not enough for me. By the time I wind down, I need another day to just chill, laundry, grocery shopping, cleaning, drama, hockey, swimming lessons and a little church to cleanse the soul...and mamma needs a lot of soul cleansing!

I weighed in at 186 yesterday but funny cause it was flipping back and forth to 185. I will see it this week...for damn sure! I wanna be 180 before our Annual Black Friday Girls Weekend in Seattle on November 25th! 3 days of bliss....shopping, no kids, no husbands, amazing food and then dancing all night with the college boys! You cant beat it!

The house is all decorated for Halloween and I didn't have anything to do with it! My husband and kids - too cute! I even scored a Hanna Montana costume for my chicky poo to wear! She looks so freakin cute! I wanted to be Snooki from Jersey Shore - I may be able to pull it off!

I will post pics soon...I promise! I wanted to do it at my goal which is 60lbs down and that would be 172! Only 14 more lbs!

Hope you all had a FAB weekend! Here's to a sweet week!

Happy Thanksgiving

To all my Canadian Babes!

We do it a little earlier than our American friends...

A few thinks I am thankful for...

1. My Family and Friends

2. My Hot Blog friends

3. My Band

4. My HOT NEW BODY!

Peace out all you SKINNY BITCHES!

Its TIME!

To tighten the reins and get back on track...

A month of back to school has happened, we have my sons hockey schedule and my daughters dance schedule, so now its about ME!!!!!!!

Let's see...

Monday - Drums (rush home and cook dinner)
Tuesday - Dance Class (I can walk the lake - depending on weather)
Wednesday - Nadda so far but not a good day for me - may be my day off!
Thursday - Dinner at my mil's (1 hour at gym)
Friday - I usually go home and clean the house
Saturday - Hockey at 9:15 to 10:30, Drama Class for daughter at 11:15 to 12:45 ( again I can walk the lake - depending on the weather)
Sunday - I would love to do the spin class at the gym but my daughter has swimming lessons from 11:00-11:30 and I really need to get back to Church. My kids go to a Catholic School!

Ok, so I have it written down and helps me to get organized ( i love lists)

So my workout days...

Tuesday, Thursday, Sat and maybe Sunday! You saw it all here ladies! HOLD ME TO IT!
This will get me into the 170's and one step closer to my designer jeans! I could go for another fill but I really want to be able to lose with my current restriction which is my Green ZONE!

Hope you are all having a blessed Monday!

Weekend was crazy busy...I just got caught up on the blogs!