4 Months and 30lbs! I got on the scale today without realizing that it was my bandiversary! 202lbs! Only 3 away from my goal of ONEDERLAND!
I was so scared to get on it...its just something that is programmed into my head...fear of the damn and dreaded scale! I am working my best trying to conquer that fear! WORKING...
My goal was to get to ONEDERLAND before the end of June...I offically have 1 week and I KNOW I CAN DO IT!
Damn skinnyness feels soooo good. I could just imagine what a skinny bitch feels like...one day!
I am officially wearing my Juicy with pride and my head held up HIGH!
I look into the mirror as I walk by everyday about 5-10 times. I have a big ass one floor one in my living room. Somedays I see the thinner me and somedays I don't. I have to remind myself how well I have done - 30lbs in 4 months - never would have happened on my own!
I still have not told my mom or mother in law...only people that know are my sisters and husband. I am so afraid cause I don't want people thinking I took the easy way out and this is definitely NO EASY WAY OUT! I dream about diving into a pizza or burger or better yet a big ass smokie...not happening! Some days it is so hard for me to register. Definitely a work in progress thing again. Man, I have a lot of WORK to do! Brain work that is!
Getting my pedi done this weekend and my babe and I are going out for dinner to celebrate our 13th wedding anniversary!
Oh yeah, my son is going on his first road trip...heading to Whistler with a friend for a hockey tourney. Slightly nervous...stay TUNED!
I could not have done this journey without all you amazing peeps! Have a beautiful Thursday!