Thursday, June 24, 2010

Bandiversary....

4 Months and 30lbs! I got on the scale today without realizing that it was my bandiversary! 202lbs! Only 3 away from my goal of ONEDERLAND!

I was so scared to get on it...its just something that is programmed into my head...fear of the damn and dreaded scale! I am working my best trying to conquer that fear! WORKING...

My goal was to get to ONEDERLAND before the end of June...I offically have 1 week and I KNOW I CAN DO IT!

Damn skinnyness feels soooo good. I could just imagine what a skinny bitch feels like...one day!

I am officially wearing my Juicy with pride and my head held up HIGH!

I look into the mirror as I walk by everyday about 5-10 times. I have a big ass one floor one in my living room. Somedays I see the thinner me and somedays I don't. I have to remind myself how well I have done - 30lbs in 4 months - never would have happened on my own!

I still have not told my mom or mother in law...only people that know are my sisters and husband. I am so afraid cause I don't want people thinking I took the easy way out and this is definitely NO EASY WAY OUT! I dream about diving into a pizza or burger or better yet a big ass smokie...not happening! Some days it is so hard for me to register. Definitely a work in progress thing again. Man, I have a lot of WORK to do! Brain work that is!

Getting my pedi done this weekend and my babe and I are going out for dinner to celebrate our 13th wedding anniversary!

Oh yeah, my son is going on his first road trip...heading to Whistler with a friend for a hockey tourney. Slightly nervous...stay TUNED!

I could not have done this journey without all you amazing peeps! Have a beautiful Thursday!

22 comments:

  1. Congratulations Nella!!! You are totally going to enter Onederland this week! :)

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  2. Congrats! What a big week for you! Enjoy!

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  3. 30 is the lucky number today. Congrats. This little band really works! You'll get to Onederland soon and then we'll have an even bigger party. See that earthquake shook up a lot of us! Be well.

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  4. You are the 4th person I've read who hit 30 today!! Buy a lotto ticket or something. I just realized that we were banded at the same time. Nice.
    Mega congrats!!!!!!

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  5. Aww! So proud of you! I am about 4 months out too and I haven't reached 30 yet! You are on a roll.

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  6. I can't even imagine what being so close to Onederland is like. I am so jealous, but also very, very happy for you. Good for you!

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  7. That is awesome! And you aren't three pounds away, you're 2.1 lbs. away!

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  8. congrats on your awesome work and progress! i wish we had the chance to meet while I was out west, but I'll be back soon - and hopefully for the whole summer next year!

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  9. congrats on the 4 months....and a bigger CONGRATS on the 30 lbs!!!

    I'm following you now, too!!

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  10. Wow! 30 pounds in 4 months? That's great. I expect to see that onderland post next week!

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  11. Nella that is unreal! WOW sooooo cool! And BTW your blog is now as sexy as you are! Love it!

    Yay for hockey too...he will be fine!

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  12. Onederland is so yours....you skinny little girl. So great!

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  13. We are all hitting 30 on the same day!! Congrats girl, and you can DEFINITELY get to onederland by the end of June!!

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  14. Wow! What an accomplishment, you are SO close to onederland too, you'll be there in no time at the pace you're going.
    Thanks for the great support on my blog-- I have to say, it is interesting that you talk about 'fear' of the scale. I am not fearful of the scale- it just angers me sometimes!!
    I saw your advice about weighing 1x per week, but I feel like I mostly do better weighing in daily. I just lost my patience for a little while, but I think I am OK now. Weighing every day like a religion keeps me honest-- and seeing the weight fluctuate, which it is guarranteed to do, just tells me that if I'm eating some 'naughty' things, I better cut it if I want to keep going down.
    Hope this makes sense-- to each her own!

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  15. Congrats! That's amazing! Easy way out, that's a laugh! Not only do we have to have the will power but if we don't sometimes we choke up a ball of food or project a mucusy mess all over. You've done so well! *Maria*

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  16. Way to go.. I am only 25 mins from your son.. LOL.. So if any issues let me know. ALso know some of the RCMP there. He will do great. I am now down 64 lbs. SO crazy had to go for an unfill again.. My band hates adjustments. SO next fill will be .1 cc at a time.. It is still super tight. Hope I do not have to have more removed. Pain in the buttt.. Take care...

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  17. Congrats! 30 down is awesome!

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  18. Thanks for the awesome support on my blog posts... how you doing???

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  19. Congratulations on the weight loss, you are doing fantastic!! But I do hear you on the Head Hunger though!! That is my biggest problem!

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  20. Nella, that is so awesome!! I can't wait to see you post that you are in Onederland!! :)

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