Sorry but I have been sick with the flu and my online mobility was a ZERO! I can finally look at my computer and work. Brain still hurts a little but I will get thru it!
I guess the flip side is I DID IT! I made my August goal of 190lbs! I had to get on twice to believe it...
I still have the scale phobia...who knows how long it will take before I am 100% confident of what I see I will be happy with!
I am just so sick and tired of the past...getting on and being disappointed and ruining my day!
It also amuses me when people come up to me and tell me I look so good! I take it graciously and then think, damn what did I look like before or what did people think! I guess a 42lb loss does make a difference. I did notice it in my waist this morning but then I look at my legs and hips and I just slightly cringe...working on it!
I am counting the days for all you BOOBS gals. Please have a drink or few for me! Take lots of pics and hold on to the memories!