I was sitting so nicely today with my boss and smiling...he asked me why I was smiling and I responded life is pretty damn good. I have two amazing healthy children, a great husband, financially we are comfortable and so much less worrying and so much less sadness with my weight loss moving in the right direction...DOWN!
Left work, sat outside for a bit, went to Costco, cleaned up the house, went to MIL's for family dinner and then bam! I took a few bites and I felt pressure. I got up, went to the bathroom and I was in panic mode! I slimed, burped and was getting ready to throw up but nothing was coming. Then I felt even more pressure like I could not breathe... and then I felt hot and dizzy. I got so scared!!!! WTF???? This is not what it is supposed to be!! HELP! I had a few bites of pasta, a piece of chicken wing and a bite of bread and then it happened. IS THIS BANDSTER HELL cause it SURE FELT LIKE IT!! Now I am really scared to eat.
How can such a beautiful day end so crappy????? How do I get past this???